"the process of weeding out"

seems to be an apt title for what i feel right now. i feel like weeding out a lot of things. everyone i know seems to be suffering from sort of personal crisis or emotional problem right now. i'm completely unhappy, and if i knew how i'd fix myself... i've got a theory on how to make it all better, but all it happens to be is a theory. after tonight at digital decay and the flogging molly show thursday i'm out for a while. i need to get my shit straightened out.

"someday... i'll feel no pain / someday... i won't have a brain / they'll take away the part that hurts / and let the rest remain / fix me / fix my head / fix me please / i don't wanna be dead..."