so i have this stupid little schoolboy crush on a friend of mine. i've known her for a couple years now, but me liking her coupled with my recent lonleyness is just getting to be a bit too much. i dunno tho... i've always kinda liked her, even if just slightly. she's smart, funny, fucking punk as hell and a blast to hang out with. my only problem is, if i tell her i dig her i'm deathly afraid that it'll fuck something up in the end.

i don't know. maybe i should show some sack and just go for it... as always, i'm as indecisive as ever.