after talking with petty yesterday i've come to realize that i miss doing my zine, vicious propaganda. yeah, guerrillanews was supposed to take care of that and appease the writing beast in me. but it hasn't. guerrilla, this blog and loads of other things [see: torture, minor contributions to hacksec, etc.] haven't been able to appease my desire to write like vp did.
all along i thought it was wanting a relationship... it could be that i miss my first love.